Everyday I'm trying to be strong. Everyday.

I just lost the man who made me stronger. The pain is unbearable, it's like living everyday with a machine that keeps you alive. The thought that he'd leave me never crossed my mind. And here we go, in just a snap he's gone.

And it fucking hurts.

The thing that is killing me the most is that with each passing day I feel like I need you more. And you don't feel the same.

I wish I could explain the way it fucking hurts.